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Remember the story of the two couples?
Let me ask you: who, after listening to that story, wants Sally to go back to Thomas?
Well, Thomas does, for a start. Thomas is an abusive person. What Thomas wants is what abusive people want: Reconciliation without reparation. He wants continuation of the power that allowed the abuse, and the permission to continue that abuse without consequence. An abusive person wants your complicity.
And if he can’t have that, then he wants everybody to pretend. He’ll deflect. He’ll call attention to all the things he does that aren’t his abuse, and wonder why you won’t focus on those. He’ll insinuate that the existence of good deeds and good qualities make the bad qualities impossible. Evil people beat their wives. I have done these good things. Therefore I am not evil. Therefore I do not beat my wife.
And if everybody won’t pretend, he’ll want everyone confused. He’ll lie. He’ll tell you that what you both know happened didn’t happen. He’ll tell you that he didn’t say what you know he said. He’ll tell you you did say what you know you didn’t say. He’ll insist. He’ll make you start to wonder if you’re crazy. Convincing you the lies are not the point. Making you wonder if you’re crazy is the point. Because if you’re confused about one thing, then you’re probably also confused about him.
And if you won’t get confused, he’ll want you to ignore. He’ll promote a theory that he’s no worse than his victim. He’ll point out all the ways his victim is at fault. He’ll make the case that any bad thing is equally as bad as any other. Because if his victim is as bad as he is, then he and his victim deserve each other—and what business is it of anybody’s anyway? The abuser wants your adoration, but he’ll accept your apathy.
And if you won’t ignore, than he’ll rage at how unfairly he’s being treated. He’ll insist he is a misunderstood victim in a situation that has sprung up all by itself. He’ll lash out. He’ll make it uncomfortable. The removal of the discomfort will be the incentive to comply. And if you comply, he’ll flatter you as a reward—until next time.
Most of all, an abusive person wants to be the priority. To the great philosophical question “what is the most important thing?” the abusive person answers: “I am the only thing.”
An abuser can never do wrong. He can only be wronged.
An abuser always has to be both the hero and the victim of his own story.
And, an abuser will always try to impose his reality upon reality.
It won’t be effective to debate an abuser. An abuser has to be opposed, and then defeated.
But how? With more abuse?
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Who wants Abe to side with Thomas? Who wants Mary to open the door for him? Who wants Sally to return to him?
Nobody, I hope. But I know better.
Nor do I harbor any illusions that there are people who want Mary to open the door for her husband. I hear the arguments. What did he do, anyway? He’s just trying to give everybody a fair hearing. He wants to hear both sides. It takes two to tango.
But here’s Sally. Her face a bruise. She’s come to you for help. She’s undeniably abused.
And here’s Abe, whose first instinct is to … try to get things back to normal.
I can sympathize with Abe. I tend toward en-Abe-lement, myself. Who doesn’t want to see things go back to comfort and ease? Who doesn’t want everybody to get along? Who doesn’t want to restore right relations, to forgive and forget? Isn’t forgiving good? Why are you against forgiveness, anyway? And isn’t reconciliation a good thing? Restoration of right relationship? Why would you be so divisive?
I hope we all see the problem.
Only then is it appropriate for his victim or others to consider reconciliation. Before that happens, there is no true reconciliation, only the false reconciliation of enablement, which makes future abuse not only likely, but also inevitable.
It isn’t anybody else’s place to speed the process. Cajoling a victim under threat of abuse to reconcile with their abuser, while still under threat of further abuse, is itself abuse.
Reconciliation without reparation is the abuser’s desired end.
The difference matters, a lot, when your frame is justice.
For an interested third party to reconcile with an abuser while his victim still lives under threat of abuse betrays the victim, leaves her stranded, friendless, vulnerable. It’s inappropriate. It’s complicity. And it is very, very, very tempting.
It’s worth reiterating that order isn’t a bad thing, taken by itself. But order, like so many other good things, becomes corrupt when it is elevated inappropriately above its station.
Sometimes, restoring order is inappropriate.
Sometimes, maintaining order is abusive.
Sometimes, your sister is bleeding and frightened for her life.
Sometimes, the only appropriate thing is to change the locks—whatever that might look like.
Maybe changing the locks looks like this: Refusing distraction. Not allowing the existence of a person’s good qualities to distract from the fact that a person’s beliefs are unjust and will make abuse not only likely, but also inevitable.
Maybe it looks like this: Refusing to be confused. Insisting on the truth. Not accepting a deflecting flurry of lies. Not accepting a false reality.
Maybe it looks like this: Refusing to ignore. Not giving in to the temptation of comfortable apathy.
Maybe it looks like this: Refusing debate with someone whose methods and purposes are abusive, simply on the grounds that they are being abusive and you refuse to be abused.
Maybe it looks like this: Reporting a crime being committed by a powerful person against a powerless person.
Maybe it looks like this: Putting your body between somebody who might be harmed and the person who intends to harm them—without violence, if possible, and if you possess sufficient physical bravery.
Maybe it looks like this: Listening to somebody talk about their lived experience of oppression without deciding the conversation needs your perspective. Understanding that some conversations only need your ears, not your voice.
Maybe it looks like this: Listening to somebody explain the lies they’ve believed without knowing they are lies, allowing them to present you in great detail the exact contours of their chosen bubble, and then asking them: “But aren’t you aware that every human being is a unique and irreplaceable work of art carrying unsurpassable worth?”
Maybe it looks like this: allowing yourself to absorb some of the criticism, and even some of the daily persistent threat, and maybe even some of the abuse, by associating with people who have been made vulnerable by an unjust society, and who therefore are mistrusted and feared by that society.
Maybe it's recognizing the places where you are society's accepted and preferred default, and the ways that other people are not.
Maybe it looks like a sincere apology to somebody you hadn't realized you'd wronged.
Maybe it looks like not being able to be around somebody for a while, not because you no longer love them, but because things are not the same, now that you know what they are willing to accept.
Maybe it looks like taking to the streets in protest. Maybe it looks like calling your representative every day. Maybe it looks like a sign in your yard. Maybe it looks like a post on your Facebook page. Maybe it looks like writing a massive series of blog posts.
Maybe it means letting things get uncomfortable and stay that way.
Here’s what it always, always, always looks like: Insisting on keeping the frame of the discussion at all times on the issue of justice.
Insisting that we all belong to each other.
Insisting that life is not earned.
Insisting that violence does not redeem.
Insisting that human value is not determined by human profitability.
Insisting that all people—all people—are unique and irreplaceable works of art carrying unsurpassable worth, who possess inherent dignity, and who deserve equal consideration under the law and access to basic human need, simply because they exist.
Insisting that all other good things are only good insofar as they are not elevated above this essential truth.
Insisting that any good thing that is elevated above this essential truth ceases to become good, is perverted into an injustice.
Insisting that any order that would preserve injustice must be dismantled and rebuilt.
We are now reframed upon justice. It is a justice based on love. It recognizes all mediums of human art. Insist upon this new frame. Reject all others.
Doing so will offend those of us who have different priorities.
Hello Julius -- I have so appreciated your "Bubbles" series. I hope you don't mind, but I referenced you and included your statement about each of us being precious, unique works of art in my daily lovingkindness letter to President Trump. I've been sending him these letters since mid-February as a way for me to process what is going on and to send him something that might help tilt things in a more positive direction. Below is the text of yesterday's letter so you can see how I used your framing. Thank you so much for the gift of "Bubbles." TracyReplyDelete
September 14, 2017
Dear President Trump,
It doesn't happen all that often but over the last couple of years (yes, even before you were installed in office) I have periodically found myself pondering questions of my relative worth. Usually it is when I am doing some mundane task. I am not aware of feeling resentful of doing said task but I find myself wondering whether it is really a good use of my time in terms of the collective welfare for me to be doing dishes instead of working on a grant about alcohol problems, for example. It can also come up when I'm flying and having some anxious thoughts about things going wrong and who deserves most to live or be rescued. I don't put myself first in that equation but rather think someone like a doctor or nurse should get priority because they have skills to save others. After I've "saved" the medical personnel, I do pretty quickly come to a rationale for "saving" myself ahead of random others because I have skills I could (maybe) employ in helping people stay calm in a crisis. Then there are the more common instances of self-scrutiny regarding whether I measure up, whether I've been a good enough girl.
This looks like my own baggage keeping me constrained and self-doubting. However, it is not actually my personal baggage; it just seems that way since all I have are my own thoughts about lack of worth and only see others' projections of confidence. But, really, I am not alone in having bought into this conditioning that some people are more worthy than other people. Have you met Julius Goat? In his blog series, "Bubbles," he is describing how this conditioned practice of ranking the worth of human lives leads inexorably to genocide and slavery. He started from the position that "every human being is a unique and irreplaceable work of art carrying intrinsic and unsurpassable worth" but we have contorted this reality to serve profit for a few by stacking the deck so it seems perfectly reasonable that some humans come out on top while others are crushed. The good news is that absolutely everyone, including you, is an irreplaceable work of art, and strange as it may seem right now, with your help, we are getting closer to living into this reality because it so very clear now.
May we hold each life sacred and safe
May we commit to the pursuit of happiness for all
May we take care of each ones' health
May we commit to a real equality based on the intrinsic worth of all.
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